Apology - A Poem

Ya I was bad, I was mad,
I created all the problems you had,
But now I’m very sad,
Please come back to this fat arrogant lad,
Coz I’m sitting in your fad.

I was an idiot brat,
And an immature fat rat,
And when you left I found,
I was wrong everywhere all around.

I let you go for such reasons,
Which were holding no position,
Now when you are gone,
What else I can do than to sit and frown.

But even after years passed,
I remember the way you caressed,
Last night remembering those I cried
The tears haven’t still dried.

Those small gentle hands,
The 3 no foot,
The dolphin ear rings and the strands,
And you gorgeous blue suit.

Those big eyes made me crazy,
And the strand of hanging hair,
Oh! I wish you were here,
And reply to all my questions in vow,
No no no, not here not now.

The college canteen coffees,
And moving all around,
Eating chow in MBA canteen and taking your videos,
And my N-series making scream sound.

Hutch and Airtel fight was bound.
Because even among the most similar people differences are found,
I’ve changed my cellphone to Sony,
And will take Hutch connection,
I’ll do anything, and change every bit of mine
Just come back to me I’ll be on cloud no nine.

You took me places very high very tall,
I fumbled but didn’t fall,
coz I was having you benign presence with me,
Who gave me happiness in spree.

If ever by God’s grace I get my second chance,
I’ll show how much I love you and dance,
I’ll die with happiness and jump with joy,
And will cry like I never cry,
I’d never let you down,
And will give you the princess crown.

I’ll hold you in my and crush you,
And assimilate your particles into,
Such that we get into one,
away from everyone

I’ll hold you in my arms,
And make you go merry-go-round ride,
And protect you from this world,
All the tides and all the ebbs.

I never thought you’d leave me forever,
But I'll make a lot of endeavour,
I’ll visit ‘Mecca-Medina’ and do ’16-somvaar’ fasting,
Coz you know, our love is not lasting.

I will build Taj Mahals for you,
And for you I’ll write books,
Be MF hussain for you,
I’ll catch you with every hooks.

But I know this is never gonna happen,
As you said in you last words,
As I re-re-read the chats and see you pics
You won’t come that is fixed.

But I'll be loving you like hell,
And say sorry for words that fell,
I know it hurt you like sharp nail,
Just give me one last last chance, I promise it'll never fail.

The Punishment - A Poem

What to mourn about and whom to scold,
everything happened the same - what you told,
i never cared to listen and see- i was too blind,
and had to go through this testing time
where you left me left me all alone and behind,

i am a past and you do not care,
the moments we spent here and there,
it was such an eternal bliss,
but all ended just like this,
i still remember out last kiss,
on 18th April oh miss.

maybe you love someone else,
but how does it matter in my case,
i am a blind lover and can not see,
that you are going far, very far away from me.

so far that you will never return,
and our story will be a bygone,
you will forget everything,
as if i were nothing.


but i will still remember you everyday,
and love like you are not far away,
and I'll still praise your sweet smile,
every moment every second every while.


and will love you till death,
in me you just keep your faith,
this is the only passion i hold,
but kept it totally untold.

i will do the job i promised to myself,
the pay off the debts i have on myself,
and will take the route of deep slumber,
and will never return to this earth's amber.

but heaven or hell wherever is fate,
I'll go there and wait,
please talk to me there,
i am incomplete without you everywhere.

whom to scold and whom to blame,
the punishment was written in my name,
to live every moment with dusty air,
without you life's too unfair.

Try Not To Cry - Poem

Sometimes i weep without making any sound,
retrospecting what i lost and found,
and when i see the things went by,
I try my best not to cry.

But it's not always a manageable thing,
To stay calm even after knowing everything,
Watching that I have lost it all,
From the summit I had a big fall.

It dwindled through my hand,
Just like the small particles of sand,
I opened my fist and was shocked,
it had only cracks, Oh my God!!!

Between the cracks was my flowing blood,
Like the sudden rush of flash flood,
It was beyond my expectation,
Mixing the colours I got a strange combination,
which was nothing but hatred and humiliation.

- "NIPUN" ;)