The Punishment - A Poem

What to mourn about and whom to scold,
everything happened the same - what you told,
i never cared to listen and see- i was too blind,
and had to go through this testing time
where you left me left me all alone and behind,

i am a past and you do not care,
the moments we spent here and there,
it was such an eternal bliss,
but all ended just like this,
i still remember out last kiss,
on 18th April oh miss.

maybe you love someone else,
but how does it matter in my case,
i am a blind lover and can not see,
that you are going far, very far away from me.

so far that you will never return,
and our story will be a bygone,
you will forget everything,
as if i were nothing.


but i will still remember you everyday,
and love like you are not far away,
and I'll still praise your sweet smile,
every moment every second every while.


and will love you till death,
in me you just keep your faith,
this is the only passion i hold,
but kept it totally untold.

i will do the job i promised to myself,
the pay off the debts i have on myself,
and will take the route of deep slumber,
and will never return to this earth's amber.

but heaven or hell wherever is fate,
I'll go there and wait,
please talk to me there,
i am incomplete without you everywhere.

whom to scold and whom to blame,
the punishment was written in my name,
to live every moment with dusty air,
without you life's too unfair.